Mega's Blog

You are the reason why I awakened twice that night I found that you think of me and put your song on our playlist Moon at Waxing Crescent phase is looking at you It was not that cold outside and just a small thunderstorm They want to ask you "What are you waiting for?" Do you know the answer or does the question have an ambiguity for ya? Remember 5 times You didn't need to stay up all night to think about her, they said Focusing on your plan, you already told her, all she can do is nod and can't change anything Hold her tears with an angel's smile Just don't be guilty and listen to your Cinema Story You just back home from my house With a couple of questions, what happened to me Gaslighting between us, a million or two, you don't know Can we fix this? Can we, honey?   ~tbc

Saat ini Perasaanku tidak berbentuk Pikiranku berkecamuk Fisikku memburuk Begitu banyak angan dan rencana yang aku tanggung sendirian Begitu banyak beban dan jalan yang aku topang sendirian Tidak ada yang mau mendengar It's fine Ingin berteriak, ingin berontak Anak kecil di dalam diriku melihatku pilu Sangat ingin memeluknya dan bertanya apakah kita kuat Apakah esok kita menyerah Dadaku sesak, semakin tersayat Luka batin ini semakin memerah darah Bukannya pulih tapi malah palung Aku sungguh lemah Terus bertanya Apakah aku bisa merasa bahagia Apakah aku akan terlepas dari renjana Kapan datang waktunya Menjadi opsi yang entah ke-berapa Tiada bisa diajak pertama Tapi tak apa, aku sudah biasa Jangan mengharap cinta dan hidupnya Dan vice versa